Feeling like I don't have much of interest to blog about. At least this thought has occured to me. But it has also occured to me that there is a lot that I have wanted to write about that I just haven't been . Habit , fear? When I write habit I'm thinking about my journals, they seem to be the same way, maybe its just my way, or maybe I'll get there.
So something I've been thinking about for awhile is moving to California or maybe Seattle. I have all these vague ideas about it but fear of finding job, the actual move, and lots of other small things take over. I keep telling myself that I'll find happiness inside me and not in CA. Yet the idea of moving is still there. My only requirement is to live somewhere like Santa Cruz where it seems like the weather does not get extremly hot, ya know, so I can keep knitting with wool and actually wear it. I'm llistening to a book on my Ipod at work and one sentence from it keeps coming to mind "sometimes just doing something is the best thing if your stuck and if it turns out to be a mistake you will have learned from it and then its really not a mistake." Okay thats not word for word but thats the jist of it. Kind of thinking of doing something, hmmmm, we'll see.
So I am knitting, its just that I'm working on something for my SP7 and just in case I don't want to show. Other knitting looks much like progress shots I've shown already.
Right now and right here its time to feed the cats and then myself.